SHOWCASE

/ ARTIST / 2025

BKKIF Artist  
ARTIST: Meanapas.C
COUNTRY: Thailand
EMAIL: meanapas.c@gmail.com
CONTACT: https://web.facebook.com/meenamean22
https://www.instagram.com/meanapas.c/
I’m a learner.
I make art to understand my inner self and speak with honesty.

Expressions - Acrylic on Canvas

I’ve been learning to understand my inner feelings more deeply and trying to express them through art.
This artwork represents the overwhelming rush of motivation and inspiration I’ve been experiencing. I can see the lines, colors, and shapes clearly in my mind — and this piece captures that perfectly. I’ve found my abstract emotions taking form on the canvas.
Creating this was so much fun. It makes me want to explore even more — to dive deeper into how feelings work with colors and forms. It’s amazing how our perceptions translate into visual language.
How are you feeling?

Let it flow - Acrylic on Canvas

Self-doubt is one of the biggest struggles for me as an artist. I try to understand more about this feeling and myself, so I started projecting these cluttered thoughts onto the canvas to visualize how my thoughts and emotions flow, using colors that help heal me from these repetitive emotions.

I’m not pink - Acrylic on Canvas

This artwork is inspired by my childhood and the struggle of understanding who I really am.
When I was young, people always gave me pink things simply because I was a girl. I wasn’t sure if I truly liked pink — in my perception, it represented a sweet, innocent girl. Sometimes, I disliked it because it symbolized weakness to me. And honestly, I was a weak and sensitive child.
As I grew up, I tried to reject pink — as if distancing myself from it would make me appear stronger on the outside. But over time, I’ve learned that real strength comes from within, regardless of the colors we wear or the image we show.
Now I understand that my resistance to pink was just part of the journey to discovering my true self. And today, I can sincerely say: I like pink.

Technique: Acrylic on Canvas

Visual Diary - Digital Paint

I made this from my sadness.
I used to feel stressed and angry, but I didn’t know how to release it without hurting myself or others. So, I started expressing those emotions through a visual diary.
Each day, I ask myself:
"How am I feeling today?"
"What color represents that feeling?"
I keep it simple—quick, easy, and honest—so I can do it every day. I use basic colors, shapes, and forms to express how I feel through different compositions.
This daily practice helps me understand my emotions more clearly and recognize what I’ve learned from each small moment of my life.

Stay with the truth - Acrylic on Canvas

After spending time learning from my self-doubt,
I’ve come to understand that I should accept it.
Self-doubt may appear in different situations,
but it’s a part of the process —
a step toward learning and overcoming my inner limitations.
Now I know:
I don’t have to fight it.
I just need to stay with it —
and grow with the beauty of imperfection.

Joy in Bloom - Gouache on Paper

These artworks are inspired by my journey to different places.
I captured flowers from each location and simplified them into basic shapes with flat colors.
Each piece represents the joy and memories I experienced on those trips.

Blooming Under the Sunset - Hand painted and digital

Each flower needs its own time, conditions, and environment to bloom.
This flower blooms late—under the sunset—but still rises in its own unique way.

The Beauty of Contrast - Gouache painting and digital

This artwork represents diversity, difference, and contrast—expressed through bold, contrasting colors and varied floral forms. Despite their differences, they come together in harmony.

Thai Garland Bliss - Gouache on paper

This collection is inspired by traditional Thai florals.
I studied the forms of Thai flowers and the patterns used in garland-making, then reimagined them into simplified shapes with a touch of whimsical cuteness. It was such a joy to explore and create this collection for a special ceramic plate collaboration with Jaan R Harn. Through the process, I discovered that Thai garlands and flowers follow a geometric system — a kind of handcrafted graphic design brought to life through tradition.

Jaan R Harn x meanapas.c

Thai Garland Bliss -- A ceramic plate collection inspired by Thai florals and garlands — designed to bring joy and celebration to your everyday moments.